
However I also now have a dilemma.
Firstly, as well as acting, the role also involves singing and dancing; neither of which I am at all confident with. This would make me very nervous about taking the part and practicing these skills, which I don't really posses, in front of an audience who have paid to see professionals perform.
Secondly, if I take the role I would have to miss a significant amount of school and so would get behind on work. I am in my AS year and am hoping to apply to some quite difficult universities so school grades are very important to me. I have one AS exam in January.
Finally, excepting the part would also mean I miss out on lots of other little things such as being able to enjoy time with my friends before my exams start after Christmas. I would also have to miss the rest of this term of LAMDA lessons which may well effect my result in the exam. I am currently work towards my grade 8 which is hard enough as it is!
Recently I decided that I definitely wanted to put trying to succeed as a professional actor before all other sectors of my life, but at the moment it feels as if, instead of being able to choose to focus on only one, I would have to juggle everything. I wouldn't want to end up doing a mediocre job all round. On the other hand I know this is an amazing opportunity and I feel honored to have been given it.
Any advice on what to do would be gratefully received. Thanks.